
Whence comes this all-encompassing
feeling of foreboding?
It catches me unawares
And takes over.
I want to slink away and hide.
But where would I go?
I can’t get away from myself.
What hope can You offer?
“I lift up my eyes to the hills—
From where will my help come?
My help comes from the Lord
Who made heaven and earth”
(Ps. 121:1-2, NRSVue).
In thee will I rest.
May it be so.
Blessed be.


Catherine Coates is the author of the books, Longing for Intimacy: Glimmers of Hope, and Like as a Hart: Poems to Quench Longing. She has also published a set of inspirational cards, Musings on Grace.
Her next book will be considerations of Jewish/Christian theological tenets which arose in her after spending time in a Christian cult.
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